Saturday, 29 September 2007

Training day 1

Wow I'm very excited, and very scared about starting this training. I have dabbled with domination and submission throughout my life but I have a feeling this is going to be more intense than anything that's been before.

Being the slut I am the toy list turned me on and I will be ordering as much from the stockroom as I can afford which will hopefully be everything. Sadly I am not up on my CBT so will be ordering the parachute (cowardly I know but it still looks like it will caus eme a lot of pain.) The inflate dildo scare the life out of me. I have no anal training whatsoever so know this is going to be painful as hell, I pray to Akasha and Miss Blue that I'll be allowed lube!

I have had one prolonged chastity session before and I have to say it was tough, much tougher than you would imagine, I feel this is going to be the most difficult part of the training. Last time I did chastity training I had a really hard time, I have a huge boot fetish and a girl at work used to wear knee high boots a lot. WIth me being constantly horny I get hard most every time I saw her and had to stay at my desk until it subsided.

I hop I survive this training and thanks to Akasha and Miss Blue for taking on someone who may prove worthless x

nialli