Tight virgin pussy....
Hello, first of all apologies for the late posting of this lesson. I was waiting for my package to arrive from the stockroom and it has just turned up today.
I have to say this lesson was terrible for me. I am indeed an anal virgin and it took a long old time with my fingers to get my ass stretched up enough to even think about putting the dildo in. When the time had finally arrived my tight little hole offered a lot of resistance so I had to inflate the dildo quite a lot to even get it stiff enough to go in. After that it was a struggle, i only managed a few pumps before it was hurting badly. I left it for 10 minutes as instructed then inflated it again, I think I got more air in the time but it still hurt like hell. This is going to be difficult for me but I imagine my slutty ass will be getting wider very soon!
On another note all the pain and humiliation turned me on so much I wanked until I came during my last "three a day" I have punished myself with 20 swats from the "slut" paddle
Friday, 12 October 2007
Sunday, 7 October 2007
Homework assignment 4
First before I begin this homework I should say I have been ill in bed the last few days with the flu. I have still attempted my edging 3 times a day but it has to be said a lot of the horniness has gone and it has just worn me out I hope I can recover soon to train properly
Anyway this morning I started my cock sucking and frighteningly it made me feel a little better!
Here is my 100 word essay on why I'm a cocksucking slut:
Anyway this morning I started my cock sucking and frighteningly it made me feel a little better!
Here is my 100 word essay on why I'm a cocksucking slut:
Why exactly am I such a cocksucking slut? Hard to explain. On the surface I’m a young, social, reasonably successful and athletic man. Deep down is where the problem is, yes for all my outward bravado I’m nothing more than a filthy cocksucking whore to be used and abused by Akasha and Miss Blue and of course whoever else they see fit to whore me out to.
I didn’t think I’d like it being a proud, straight male but I give myself away I was hard constantly as I sucked cock for my homework, I’m just a horny little slut.
Thursday, 4 October 2007
Homework assignment 3
OH wow oh wow oh wow
First may I start this blog by talking a little about myself. I have a decent job which sometimes gives me a littel bit of power and I got to dress up in nice clothes. I work with some sexy ladies and I have a tendancy to flirt and have fun with them. During this week that has been much harder, my charm isn't working so well anymore. For a start the masturbation schedule has made me incredibly horny, so where as before I was a confident powerful man talking to them I'm sure that these past few days a hint of desperation has got into my voice because the girls aren't responding as much as they used too.
The other reason for my flirting not working, today and for the next five days at least is because of the latest homework. In all my cockiness I thought it would be easy, wearing panties and pantyhose and having shaved private parts. Not a bit of it. i am amazed how difficult today has been and know it will only get worse in the coming days. I was constantly aware of the pantyhose on my legs and I felt like a cheap little slut who didn't belong in his shirt and tie and his expensive Italian shoes. There are a number of reasons for this. One the combination of having a shaved cock and wearing panties provided much stimulation. This, couple with the fact the panties held my cock tight to my body meant that every walk was filled with teasing rubs. Add to that the feel of the pantyhose on my legs and the sensations were increased. I was driven to horrid distraction all day. The worst part of the day was when I was talking to a girl who had pantyhose on that may have been similar to mine, I couldn't help thinking "if only she knew" Also she was wearing Knee High Boots. This is a huge and horny fetish of mine I couldn't concentrate on a word she was saying I'm sure she either thinks I'm a bumbling loser or a complete sex-pest maybe she's right on both counts. I am not looking forward to the next 5 days but I am staying hot and horny for Akasha and Miss Blue.
Also I have a confession to make, firstly I am waiting for my stockroom order to arrive so couldn't carry out the spanking part of the training just yet. Secondly I had to get pantyhose for work so had to get up early and go to a 24 hours superstore as it's the only place open before I start work. They only had one pair of pantyhose that were control top and they were 15 dernier so I'm afraid I cheated and wore socks on top. The make up counter was not open when I went so I'll go to a smarter store tonight for the nail varnish and hopefully a nude pair of pantyhose
First may I start this blog by talking a little about myself. I have a decent job which sometimes gives me a littel bit of power and I got to dress up in nice clothes. I work with some sexy ladies and I have a tendancy to flirt and have fun with them. During this week that has been much harder, my charm isn't working so well anymore. For a start the masturbation schedule has made me incredibly horny, so where as before I was a confident powerful man talking to them I'm sure that these past few days a hint of desperation has got into my voice because the girls aren't responding as much as they used too.
The other reason for my flirting not working, today and for the next five days at least is because of the latest homework. In all my cockiness I thought it would be easy, wearing panties and pantyhose and having shaved private parts. Not a bit of it. i am amazed how difficult today has been and know it will only get worse in the coming days. I was constantly aware of the pantyhose on my legs and I felt like a cheap little slut who didn't belong in his shirt and tie and his expensive Italian shoes. There are a number of reasons for this. One the combination of having a shaved cock and wearing panties provided much stimulation. This, couple with the fact the panties held my cock tight to my body meant that every walk was filled with teasing rubs. Add to that the feel of the pantyhose on my legs and the sensations were increased. I was driven to horrid distraction all day. The worst part of the day was when I was talking to a girl who had pantyhose on that may have been similar to mine, I couldn't help thinking "if only she knew" Also she was wearing Knee High Boots. This is a huge and horny fetish of mine I couldn't concentrate on a word she was saying I'm sure she either thinks I'm a bumbling loser or a complete sex-pest maybe she's right on both counts. I am not looking forward to the next 5 days but I am staying hot and horny for Akasha and Miss Blue.
Also I have a confession to make, firstly I am waiting for my stockroom order to arrive so couldn't carry out the spanking part of the training just yet. Secondly I had to get pantyhose for work so had to get up early and go to a 24 hours superstore as it's the only place open before I start work. They only had one pair of pantyhose that were control top and they were 15 dernier so I'm afraid I cheated and wore socks on top. The make up counter was not open when I went so I'll go to a smarter store tonight for the nail varnish and hopefully a nude pair of pantyhose
Monday, 1 October 2007
Homework assignment 2
Ouchy!
I have never been a big fan of nipple torture but it did feel great to endure such pain for my Mistresses. The initial shock of putting them on fades to a dull ache. Whilst I was undergoing the nipple torture I decided it would be a good time to carry pout my edges. BIG MISTAKE. you get a heightened sense of arousal with the clamps (or in this case clothespegs) biting in to your nipples and It was VERY hard for me to hold back. I can only thank god this was near the beginning of training. If I was slightly more horny I would have failed
I have never been a big fan of nipple torture but it did feel great to endure such pain for my Mistresses. The initial shock of putting them on fades to a dull ache. Whilst I was undergoing the nipple torture I decided it would be a good time to carry pout my edges. BIG MISTAKE. you get a heightened sense of arousal with the clamps (or in this case clothespegs) biting in to your nipples and It was VERY hard for me to hold back. I can only thank god this was near the beginning of training. If I was slightly more horny I would have failed
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